wells. had been thinking about certain stuffs lately. and i dont exactly feel good about it. i just wanna rant and rant and rant. or even better, a holiday.

for instance, take my time in SIM, i somehow 'regretted' enrolling into SIM. not that SIM is a bad choice but, it was never my intention to get into SIM, moreover, specialising in marketing. marketing is a fine specialization, dont take me wrong. but it's just aint exactly my interest. and it's really getting me all depressed when i dont freaking understand what my report really wants. it just irritates me. and of course, there are some other modules as well. the amount of work piling up is indeed suffocating me. but like what my havoc nun says, it's only one more year to go. i think i just need some motivation for school.

maybe i'll really be happier if i go UNLV, go even my switzerland. =[

oh wells. the SIM people called again regarding the internship. and now, they are offering me my first choice. but i stuck with my second, and i dont know why. maybe subconsciously, i presumed that working in a warehouse beats a desk-bound job. lols. just hope that it will turn out fine.

// im seriously allergic to certain people.